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♥ Thursday, August 25, 2005♥

:::: [ My God is alive and with me ] ::::
I am not lying when I say this! this is so true and God has proven this to me twice le..
and God has done this when He was the last thing on my mind. so cool~
The first time was when I had this quarrel with my brother and I was so upset by it. I actually wanted to use the computer to do my personal selling and summary report and I even told my brother that I had to sleep early because I had been sleeping late and I was really too tired. But after watching tv until 11pm, my brother was still playing games on the computer. Only at 11.40 did he let me use the computer. Of course, I was really glad that my brother let me use the computer. I was drawing out the business process for my summary report when my brother appeared an hour later and said he wanted to use the computer. I was like "WHAT ? " I haven't completed it yet. of course I didn't tell him that. I just told him that I was going to be done soon. As I had to complete my summary report that night and I was close to completing my report, I continued adjusting my biz process. My brother just stood beside me, watching me. I could almost feel his anger but I didn't know how bad it was until I closed my report and got up to leave.
When I looked at him reluctantly, he asked me why I had to use his computer. I was upset that he treated it at HIS computer wouldn't let me use it longer. He has been using it for games ever since he came home at dunno what time and when I want to do my schoolwork, I only get 1 hour. He is even angry with me! As my dad has a laptop, my brother asked why I didn't use it. I told him that I saved my document in my mail and I had to use his computer as my dad's laptop did not have internet. The computer's diskette drive was also spoilt so I couldn't just save it and do my report using my dad's laptop. Besides, I didn't see the need to when he only used the computer for games and I had to use it for something more important.
When I walked back to my room, he shouted" Next time, don't use my computer for this type of thing". Being angry, I told him it wasn't his computer. Without waiting for him to scold me further, I walked away and when I reached my room, he shouted :" U really want me to make it mine?" I didn't reply him and I was close to closing my room door when he said: "I will delete all your files" At that moment, I was thinking of my personal selling report and summary report saved on my desktop. If he deleted it, I would have to do 3 days of work all over again. He then asked me again : " u want anot? " I said: "no" then he said :" then u XXXX shut up". aarrgh~ I would prefer a sister. I didn't use the computer the next day. The day after that when I just reached home, I saw that he wasn't at home and rushed to use the computer with the hope that I could send my reports to my mail and save my work. However, when I clicked on my profile, I saw that I had to type in a password. I didn't have a password before that day. My first thought was that my brother had done it so I couldn't use the computer. I was really upset by then. I then told my dad that my brother had put a password for my profile. But he didnt understand me and said that he didn't do it. I was upset that he didn't understand me and I walked away.
This is the part where God reminds me of Him. After dinner and still being upset, I went to the living room to watch tv. When I turned on the tv, I was so amazeD! guess what? I saw hello kitty on tv!!!! heez.. really. Only God could do this. I then vaguely remembered that I saw an advetisement about this tv program and I remembered thinking to myself: I have to watch this!! Of course, being the unforgetful person that I am, I forgot all about it until I watched the show that night. When I watched it, I forgot all my happiness because there were really too many hello kitties~!!! The show was about 2 hello kitty collectors showing their homes (full of hello kitties) to the host! cool right? really alot of different types of kitties. They have the hello kitty tv, the hello kitty clock, the hello kitty phone.. and alot of other inventions of hello kitties and hello kitty plush toys. wow.. one collector's husband even built a whole floor for her to place her hello kitty collection. (they stayed in a bungalow) it was really the first time in a long while since I saw hello kitty collectors showing off their collections. it has to be God. You may think it is a coincidence. But, I don't think so. The timing was just right. It was not even the start of the show. I watched it at the middle of the show I think. The time was just right! when I turned on the tv, an advertisement was showing. then after the ad, I realised that this program would show two hello kitty collectors. The timing was just right and the channel was also just right. Can't be so accurate unless God was behind it. heez..


Serenity`