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♥ Tuesday, September 06, 2005♥

:::: [ Believe in yourself and believe in God ] ::::
right now as i type, im talking to WEI WEI in msn and she's sitting right beside me. ha! so siao now in 5th level access lab dunno doing what..so sian. I miss my cute sister! haven't spoken to her in a long while. wow~ its amazing what stress can do to me. For me, it just shuts me up and makes me totally quiet and anti-social. really wish i can stop feeling like that and just handle stress being chatty but... it's just the way i am. :P
Really feel so qing song now after finishing my flash. It was really so stressful! esp when i only had 3 days to complete it. u may ask why i didn't start earlier but that was because i thought my friend was going to help me out. But im glad that God didn't allow it to happen that way and instead chose for me to learn it the hard way because it gave me more confidence than i would not have during presentation if i didn't complete the flash myself. Honestly, I am so sick of flash and stress and the 1st level access lab coz I've been camping there ever since a week before submission and I've been staying back after school everyday. I never thought or imagined that I could sit here now totally relaxed, after my flash submission and presentation. aarrggh~ I'm really very bad at IT stuff and I felt that I was boring the teachers when I was presenting my flash. Really wish that I can have more confidence in myself. Yet, I always feel people are better than me. But I still rem now what my cute sister told me: "Believe in yourself" Yup... that really encourages me :) thanks to my cute sis. Right now I wanna thank all those who have helped me in the flash. heez`
1. God! without God I think I would have suffered a mental breakdown. But I was able to be strong because I believed God would help me out and He is in control! yea`
2. Jac! wanna thank her for helping me in my flash and i wanna apologise for making her run around school the whole morning just so she could help me.
3. Grace! Ah xiang! Jia min! Jie Ying! Ah De! Yu Mei! Wendy! Fei Fei! Wei Wei!! Chin Yew!
4. Nurul! for lending me her thumbdrive to save my flash in. Thanks alot gal :)
Thanks for helping me out u guys :) pls kick me if i left u out. must tell me ok? don't keep quiet because i really wanna thank u for helping me out. heez.. yea`

oh ya oh ya.. I spent the friday before mon's submission camped in the free access lab from 9 am to 9pm besides my lunch break. Can u believe that? Even I can't. ha! really hope that is the first and last time that I do that.
Sunshine signing off :)




Serenity`