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♥ Sunday, October 15, 2006♥

ok. this is going a short post... i think

I had this sudden urge to blog after such a long time and my first words are

This blog is really wasting away!

I've been thinking of getting a new blog skin.. thinking hmm maybe im not blogging because im sick of looking at the same skin again and again

but then i stop... go-stand and think again, "WHAT AM I THINKING?"

I've got this lovely picture of the beach which i love so much...

I've got my hello kitty that looks like its saying hello at the start of each entry and which is so cute i've gotta add...

hmm... still got what still got what?

oh ya! i still have pink and white hearts floating down which are so nice

and suddenly i don't feel like changing the blog skin already

AAARRRGGGH!

ok! i shall stop talking about this and talk about something else!

My childcare job!!!!!

This is definately far better than the previous job i did while waiting for my o results at Pizza Hut.

None of the mopping floor stuff (yuck) and balancing glasses on trays and praying that they won't fall or worse fall and spill on customers and wondering when im going to get my next cut or burn

It's not so bad i guess.. i get to work at my fav restaurant... decorate and make all the ice cream..hmm... talk to diff ppl each day.. learn how pizza hut works, which im sure has changed somewhat by now

ok... im digressing!

The job at the childcare is simply so wonderful!!!

Everyday, i find myself thinking about the day ahead, with children screaming and crying and you don't know why

children who just won't listen to u and in the end u just have to carry them to wherever they have to go (2 years and below i mean!)

but when i reach the place, i just find myself smiling when i see all the children and their innocence, their happiness when something as simple as a sticker or lantern can make them happy

and it just rubs off on me.. i feel happy and so glad im there with them, taking care of them

I love them! i love their laughter, their hugs, their little cute voices, their angelic smiles, their playfulness and the way they make u feel important

i love doing simple things for them like cuddle them when they cry, help them to wear their shoes, feed them and even do stuff like changing them and bringing them to the toilet.

i love dancing and singing with them, playing with them and talking to them

It's just awesome.

But i know im gonna have to leave in two weeks and its gonna be hard.
I wish i could stay and watch them grow up..
maybe someday when they are all grown up, they would be someone important and appear on tv and newspapers and i would think to myself: i took care of that kid decades ago.

haha.. just thinking la!

im so gonna miss them...

but i still thank God that even though this has been a really hort job stint, He has allowed me to know so many kids and ppl and they have given me joy in my life.

i love my job =)



Serenity`