Unbelievable.

I'll be starting a new phase of life come June after my final exams. I still have no idea what I want to do though. Though I took a degree in banking, its not my dream job. I just took it because it seemed more bearable than doing science or It which I'm not good at. But I really respect those who are good at those! 

I really pray for a job that I would enjoy doing. Though Money is really important, I'm not exactly well to do but I don't want to dread going to work and slog my whole life and then look back realising that I'm doing what I dislike and regret wasting my life. Money should not substitute my happiness! But then again, it is hard getting the best of both worlds. Pray for God's leading!! 

Tomorrow will be my last lesson. absolute absolute last lesson in school. But I'm so glad to end it together with yx and xm! We start together and end together!! right!! Pray for all of us to excel and graduate on a beautiful note. JIA YOUs!!

From countdown of exams from 4 months to 3 weeks, time just flies by. Just thinking, 1 month 1 week to the end of exams! and my freedom. Though I'm sure last year's holiday will be more relaxing since I'm not under pressure to find a job. Gosh! Right now, Ill just focus on my exams!

I'm bored cooped up at home studying!! but it will be for the last time, I hope and pray!

My main motivator is what I'm going to do after exams! muahaha. though I'll be jobhunting, really do hope to catch up on my dramas. I wanna watch Boys over flowers! and Together and many many more. I'm not going to the drama website to see what new dramas there are, it will be so tempting :( I want to swim too! its been too long~

I even thought of what to do after I find a job. Of course, my main priority would be to provide for my family first and all those neccessities. If I have extra, 1. I'll get that watch that I saw tt day (if I still want it then)

2. Travel to Paris! my dream country. I wanna travel to the beautiful beaches in the world too! Fiji, Bahamas.. ahhh!but its going to be really expensive!

3.I wanna learn driving! Get my own car and cruise ard! Those are long term goals/Dreams!

But the dream that is close to impossible to fulfilling is owning my own swimming pool! of course staying in a condo is possible too. Just thinking of going for a swim every morning after waking up. Just 5 mins everyday is cool enough for me!! most prob it'll always be a dream.

But it is good once in a while to dream. :)